Pun-ish me now. Tidal surges. Hidden treasure. And hiding this confession in a corner of the internet. A shop/website as I look for some kind of justification for my life. I totally get that I’m a speck of dust insignificantly drifting briefly (so very briefly) through the infinite vastness of space (and time) and (ultimately) nothingness but vainly (both meanings of the word) I do want to say this is me. This is what I’ve done. These are the thoughts I’ve had. And no doubt other people have had them too. We’re all uniquely not unique – if you get what I’m trying to say there. I’m just another human fighting the futility (perhaps I should fight less). Fearing the future and rearranging the past to make today ok. Quietly (foolishly) forgetting the inconveniences, the failings, the fucks and fuck-ups (and the no-fucks and little wins). The errors. The (mis)judgements. My life, my thoughts and all (for nothing). Big love to the good people. And sorry!